YES IT'S TRUE

I am officially going to Italy in the fall for three months! Boy I need to learn Italian! I'm really excited, and surprisingly not freaking out with worry.
I am however very tired today. I've got a headache and it's kinda weird because I haven't had on in a while.
Next week is my last week of my writing 121 class, so that's good. I get to go to Ashland in less then a month. Classes are going well... life is pretty good.
I'm going to Mamma Mia ( doubt that there is any Italian in it ) hope it's good!

one bad message one bad day

I have been neglecting my art 205 class and am now looking into taking an incomplete on it. If I do this then I'll be able to re-take it in the fall. I feel like crap.

On the flip side my english 105 and writing 121 classes are going really well. I hope that I will be able to survive the rest of my college life with the ease that I feel with these classes.
In the prosses of posting this blog I got a bangs trim.

on the second day Jacey did Homework

SOOO it's my second day of COLLEGE !!! and I hafta say that it is more like high school then I would have liked... The huge difference being most of the people in my class are much older then me. One of the first things I learned on my first day was that I have no idea how to talk to older people. If you think about it the only older people I've dealt with are like my parents, my family, and the teachers I've had. But the rest of the people, the other people, the real people living their lives from day to day behind my back, it is them that I have to deal with now, and them I have to learn how to talk to.

My art history book is FUCKING HUGE! and I have to so much, but it is so huge that i cant take it with me to read on the bus. My bus ride, by the way, is 90 minuets long, I transfer twice to get home. The 72 is always full of people, just packed in.

So in conclusion I have learned a lot about people and more about the streets. You just have to deal with the people on the bus, just have to let them sit next to you, just let them pull that yellow stop requested wire every block, because no one wants to fucking walk...but neither do you so... you just have to let it be.

I really need to do my homework...now...

naked icecream

I just want to change my music to the loudest angriest godforsaken rock that I own and run naked around the house with scissors and fire, while eating all the icecream. unfortunately I ate all the icecream the last time I was home alone... Yes I am still a child,tomorrow is my first day of college.
I got my hair cut today. Its shorter. The end.
I'm really nervous about tomorrow. My whole life whenever I do something new in the name of progress I always feel like someone is going to jump in my face and say " what the fuck are you doing here? you don't belong here! you don't even know what you're doing here! get the fuck out of here!!!". Really these are just the questions I'm asking myself in my head. Only when I'm with another person can I feel comfortable, because they can justify why I'm there. I. Have. Problems. It's a good thing that I'm going to college alone, otherwise I would never do anything on my own.
God I'm a looser, a looser that is fucking hungry...

at the bottem of the lake

I had the whole day to myself today, and I was board! So I started playing Twilight, I play on and off ( more off really) last time I was just at the beginning of the Lake bed temple. Let me just say that it is a complete and total BITCH! What the fuck Nintendo!
With the help of mucho cheats I made it through, and I have just quite after being thrust into the desert. All I hafta say is ...............I love Zelda!
but I've looked into my future and I don't see much Zelda in it. I'm hanging out with friends tomorrow ( after looking after my moms store... heart full of HATE!!! ), Saturday I'm going to a party, and Monday I start my first day of college! Sunday will be spent cleaning and getting mentally prepared for the next day...I might melt...
I feel like I'm in a video game now. When I went to the bathroom I started to look for items...

new new new!!!

Well just two news really. today my new laptop came in the mail along with it's new laptop computer case, and my new Zune came in the mail today as well! The old one died and I had to send it in to get it fixed but they ended up sending me a new one... I have been suffering since it broke and now that the new ones here I'm a little crazy!
Blahh I'm really glad that its all here and I can finally have my own technological space, but setting up is a bitch!!!

I hung out with mi amigos today, we went to Hawthorn. I didn't buy anything, on the whole no one really did, but it was fun to hang out and search through the crazy stuff they have around there.

Tomorrow I'm going to write thank-you-notes to all the people that gave me money for graduating, and thats going to suck royally! but I suppose it has to be done...

Graduation

It's official! I have graduated high school!




Thank GOD!